Our dear friend, George Costonis, who was visiting our home while we were developing this website, shared the following with us.† Born in the 1920ís, George grew up in Boston, Massachusetts and lived in and around Boston for most of his life.† He received this once at a New Yearís party and carries a copy around with him.† Itís always great when George tells stories about his dear mother, his childhood days many years ago and his Italian heritage.
For the Italian American children who grew up in the 40's and 50's there was a definite distinction between us and them.† We were Italians, everybody else, the Irish, the Germans, the Poles, they were Americans.
I was well into adulthood before I realized I was an American.† I had been born American and lived here all my life but Americans were people who ate peanut butter and jelly sandwiches on mushy white bread.† I had no animosity towards them, it's just I thought ours was the better way with our bread man, egg man, javelle man, vegetable man, the chicken man, to name few of the peddlers who came to our neighborhoods.† We knew them, they knew us.†
Americans went to the A&P.† It amazed me that some friends and class mates on Thanksgiving and Christmas ate only turkey with stuffing, potatoes, and cranberry sauce.† We had turkey, but only after antipasto, soup, lasagna, meatballs and salad.† In case someone came who didn't like turkey we also had a roast beef.† Soon after, we ate fruits, nuts, pastries and homemade cookies sprinkled with little colored things.
This is where you learned to eat a seven course meal between noon and four PM, how to handle hot chestnuts and put peaches in wine.† Italians live a romance with food.
Sundays we would wake up to the smell of garlic and onions frying in olive oil.† We always had maca≠roni and sauce.† Sunday would not be Sunday without going to mass.† Of course, you couldn't eat before mass because you had to fast before receiving communion.† We knew when we got home we'd find meatballs frying and nothing tasted better than newly cooked meatballs with crisp bread dipped into a pot of hot sauce.
Another difference between them and us was we had gardens.† Not just with flowers, but tomatoes, peppers, basil, lettuce and "cucuzza."† Everybody had a grapevine and fig tree.† In the fall we drank homemade wine arguing over who made the best.† Those gardens thrived because we had something our American friends didn't seem to have.† We had grandparents.
It's not that they didn't have grandparents.† Itís just they didn't live in the same house or street.† We ate with our grandparents and God forbid we didn't visit them 5 times a week.† I can still remember my grandmother telling us how she came to America when she was young, on the "boat."
Iíll never forget the holidays when the relatives would gather at my grandparents house, the women in the kitchen, the men in the living room, the kids everywhere.† I must have a hundred cousins.† My grandfather sat in the middle of it all smoking his DiNovili cigar so proud of his family and how well they had done.†
When my grandparents died, things began to change.† Family gatherings were fewer and something seemed to be missing.† Although we did get together usually at my mother's house, I always had the feeling grandmom and grandpop were there.
It's understandable things change.† We all have families of our own and grandchildren of our own. Today we visit once in a while or meet at wakes or weddings.† Other things have changed.† The old house my grandparents bought is now covered with aluminum siding.† A green lawn covers the soil that grew the tomatoes.
The holidays have changed.† We still make family "rounds" but somehow things have become more formal.† The great quantities of food we consumed, without any ill effects, is not good for us anymore.† Too much starch, too much cholesterol, too many calories in the pastries.
The difference between "us" and "them" isn't so easily defined anymore and I guess that's good.† My
grandparents, were. Italian/Italians, my parents were Italian/Americans.† I'm an American and proud of it, just as my grandparents would want me to be.† We are all Americans nowÖ the Irish, Germans, Poles, all US citizens.
But somehow I still feel a little bit Italian.† Call it culture... call it roots... I'm not sure what it is.† All I do know is that my children; my nieces and nephews, have been cheated out of a wonderful piece of our heritage... they never knew my grandparents...